Complicated life

2007-06-16T11:18:00.000-07:00

My birthday is coming..
I'm thinking how bad it will be this yr...

Friends come and go..
Thank to my deaR friends for being by my side always.
For being true towards me.
I will never forget that i had u as someone important to me.
Thou' im not always there but im still there with u.
Love always.

connection breakdown!!!!

2006-07-08T04:09:00.000-07:00

My internet is having problem!
I can't connect to itso imhere at hanshop with my sister to blog about this.

work ytd at j8.
Boring but sweet ba.

Weiyan went in ns ytd,
Hope he will be fine inside. Take care my friend.

Ytd work till half way ard 5pm, Nicolas came and find me.
He bought a box of chocolate for me.
Those chocos that i always wanted to buy but i can't afford to do so.
It's really nice.thks alot.
He accompanied me till my work ends.
Went 925 for dinner as we both were damn hungry.
Go pasamalam and lookup for ying and her bf.
Then, went back home.

Just went to place my bet in Sgpools.
Germany and Portugal- draw/1-0
>.>

HOPEFULLY WILL DRAW and i hope that germany will win in penalty if possible to draw haha!

think i gonna stop blogging already, nthing much to blog too.
Will blog again soon..
I WANT MY CONNECTION BACK!!!!

Eyebrow piercing

2006-07-04T10:32:00.000-07:00

Woke up and meet bei at Cityhall after her school.
Headed off to Penisular for the pricing of eyebrow piercing.
And i got my eyebrow pierced after thinking whether wanna do tattoo, eyebrow or tongue piercing and i ended up choosing eyebrow piercing.
At first i was so nervous dah! but after piercing thru' it wasn't painful...
^.^ Finally i pierced!

After that, we headed back to yishun.
Bei went to meet gx's and gang while i went home to get my passport and headed down to jb with Alvis and 2 of his friends.
Fun going out with them thou'
Funny and joker group. thks Alvis.
We went to have Bak Guteh? lol.
Den went to snooker room and play awhile.
Ard 12am, we headed back to sg and Alvis drove me home.

Will be going down to mac for later match.
I bought DRAW. =.= prays!!!

will update agn later...ciaos!

short post

2006-07-01T13:30:00.000-07:00

Thanks Kai for the cute lil Smile tree.. ^.^
Thanks Weiyan for the Tamagotchi.. I love them =p

Yay! i got my tama alrdy ^^ and i bought one for myself too..
So im holding to 2 now and waiting for them to grow older =)

Days are tiring, Work is tiring, Waiting is tiring, Holding on is tiring...

Suddenly, our happy moments flashed back..
I miss you...

I caught Just my luck twice.. like o.O
argh! i know im wasting money but wadever.

I wanna work work work!!!

I miss you, fenny..
Ciaoz~

Apology

2006-06-29T07:33:00.000-07:00

I am here to apologise.

Sorry for all those attitude that i had give to u friends.
I know it's very not xue, but i just fark up..
I know that...

Sorry..

The original xue will be coming back soon. =)

Sorry for my attitude.

working days

2006-06-28T08:23:00.000-07:00

Yoyo!
Im here to blog.

Well, tiring these few days.. been working and working...
Slacking and Bored~

Having fever and headaches now.. im dying.. =(

YES! my tamagotchi is arriving.. wee~~~ so excited abt it..

I will blog when im free k?
My head is burning..

hugs people.. misses! <3

2006-06-22T15:44:00.000-07:00

YEah supposingly we are gonna have fun in zouk but we ended up in PHUNK.
Yup, we are cheated =)
But it's ok...
I got a little surprise from my darlings...
when the clock hit 12am, they sang b'dae songs for me. Yeap im touched.
Not really much fun today but im still glad..
Drank alot in Phunk and got myself tipsy and i finally vomited, once in a lifetime =O
So cool huh?
Got the lil red packet from Jason, Zhihan, Bei, Ying and Hong, Thanks darlings. I heart u man =)

After phunk untill 3am , we took cab to 925 for supper?
Cause ying wasn't feeling well and some of us got tipsy.
So we went back early. =)
Took some exclusive pictures.
^^ enjoy~

Yeah it's me! Bang bang!! Happy 18th birthday KIEN~ =)

Cool~ i Like this pic ;O

More pictures in Bei's blog.
Go go view it =)
Well, im bored now .
Think i gonna get to slp soon..

Thanks Darlings For Everything!
I LOVE YOU GUYS MAN! =D * muacks

MY wish is u to be back by my side.

2006-06-21T21:55:00.000-07:00

Yeah, i've been not blogging lately cause im like busy working for the past 3 days after the MOS thingy.
I guess most of u heard about the MOS rebirth party that we went right?
Thou' it not as fun as the first party but it's still fun =)
If u guys wanna know know about the day...
can view bei's blog for more information.

Ive took up a second job in Junction 8 ^^
It's slacking but tiring..
Why tiring? Cause the working hours is like 11 freaking hrs?

Tml gonna be the day =)
Later going to zouk with peeps.
Hope all of us will have fun there yeah?~
Cheerios!!!

Tagged this.

2006-06-16T13:19:00.000-07:00

I've been tagged!

INSTRUCTIONS:1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

Favourites
Favourite Colour: Black, Orange
Favourite Food: Anything to do with cheese, Sushi~
Favourite Song: From this moment on..
Favourite Movie: A walk to remember
Favourite Sport: Rollerblading
Favourite Day of the Week: Thursday.
Favourite Season: Winter
Favourite Ice Cream: Strawberry or Choco fudged ones.

Currents
Current Mood: Semi-happy, i won 6bucks for today matches.
Current Taste: Bitter
Current Clothes: Green tee and checkered boxer
Current Desktop: Packard Bell
Current Toe nail Colour: Normal nail colour
Current Time: 4:27am
Current Surroundings: Bedroom is in a mess
Current Annoyances: When will she calls?
Current Thoughts: I miss ............

Firsts
First Best Friend: Helen
First Crush: WeiQiang
First Movie: It's like so long ago?
First Lie: ><
First Music: i don't knw?

Lasts
Last Cigarette: 15 mins ago.
Last Drink: Coke
Last Car Ride: Few days ago.
Last Crush: It's a "HE"
Last Movie: Cars
Last Phone Call: Ying?
Last CD played: Can't remember

Have you ever
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Yahs. I dated bei, ying and kai...
Have you ever broken the law: Ya.
Have you ever been arrested: Yes.
Have you ever been on TV: I doubt so?
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: Nahs.

Things
5 things you are wearing: Anklet, T-shirt, Boxer, Contact Lens and Braclet..
4 things you done today: Blogged, Lunch, Dinner, Placed Bets.
3 things you can hear right now: Cars, Fan, Sound that came out when i am typing on a keyboard.
1 thing you do when you are bored: slp.

PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
Mabel,
Helen,
Phebe,
Yeeling,
Wyn.

Stupid Xue!

2006-06-16T03:13:00.000-07:00

XUE IS AN IDIOT!
She missed the shopping session with bei today which both of us are really looking forward to it..
Xue is bad, i hate her....
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Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry Bei!!!
Bei... Don't Angry With Xue K?

=*( forgive me~~

BORED!

2006-06-10T16:49:00.000-07:00

12 more days to a "special" day.

I don't knw what i will be doing then, but i guess i want to......... i don't knw..
And im sure i won't get to see her on that one and only special day.

Work today...
Went to DXO after work but didn't manage to get in so ying, kai and me ended up in Cathay-the picture hse for movie.
We watched CARS, It's cute but kinda draggy but overall i think it's nt worth to spend 9 50bucks on it maybe weekdays will be more worth it. Just an average movie.
After the movie, slacked outside cathay for awhile and took a cab to yishun 848 for brkfast?
And took cab back hm with kai ard 6+ am.

I will be working only on Monday and Tuesday at Tango form now onwards.
Interviewing for new job on wednesday.

Looking forward to MOS 18june and Zouk 22june.

Karchoo!!
Well, anyone loves me? =(

its ur birthday.. i love you.

2006-06-03T13:21:00.000-07:00

Happy
20th
Birthday
To
You, Fenny!
* ya, it's ur birthday again.
was hoping that i will see u and help u celebrate once more but it seems difficult to.
but nvm.. since you already had dates.
if you are happy , i will be happy too.
Hope that you will have a nice day today on 4th june.
Enjoy urself girl!
I miss you <3

I will update again soon guys.
maybe later or tml. see ya~
* muacks *

MOS?

2006-05-31T08:53:00.000-07:00

MOS was quite fun but it's friggin' tiring man.
Ended work at 9 30pm and headed down to clarke quay with Bei Ying Kai and Lifang.
After working for the whole entire day wearing heels, my legs going to break can?
And the worst part is the queue-ing part.
The queue was so damn bloody long. =x
We queued for 2hrs before getting in.
Walked ard at first and trying to looking for seats to settle down and after sometimes we found one.

Ying, Bei, Kai, Lifang and me then headed down to the dance floor soon and it's sososo pack. OMG.
We squeeze our way in and get ourselves a spot to dance.
Ya~ -shake it shake it! -

After awhile we got back to our seats and rest.
And here comes the second round.
This time, ying lifang javis and weiwen went down to dance.
Dance for a while and got irritated of those grindings by some guy... -.-
So when back to our seats and rest.
Our feets hurt man.
Rested for quite long and headed down for the thrid time.
And it's a very long one.
We enjoy our dance and squeezed all the way to the platform lols.
We didn't want to go off as it's difficult to get that spot =O
So we continue dance and dance..
And something happened again when we re-enter the dance hall with ying...
Proceed to ying's or bei's blog for more information .

We dance till 4 30am and took cab back to yishun 925 to eat as most of us are hungry.
After eating and we left the place.

For pictures please view bei's blog. thks ^^ and pardon me for those ugly me.

slept for 2 hrs and headed to work again...
Am so damn exhausted righ now... can i die?!
No heels for the week =(

back from HK?!

2006-05-29T08:29:00.000-07:00

okays... i shall blog now.
Yes, im back from HongKong on Saturday noon.
Reached home and went to meet ying.

I bought tons of thing from HK. It's really shopping spree.
Uncountable accessories...
7tops...
3bottoms...
2boots...
2bags...
and more bah....
can't really remember everything i bought.
I love the dimsum there.. delicious.... =p~

My second sister left for BeiJing this morning... so bored...
Saving for another oversea trip for this coming december.

meet up with ying again ytd.
for lunch and dinner.

Work today so damnit tiring.
HAHA! Ying is starting work tml.
Just the shop in front of me.. Like OMG.
100% no peace. JK!

Well, MOS tml.
Hope everything will go well.
ehhh.... i haven't think of what should i wear?! SHYT!
Work tml too.. boredom.

Ok i shall stop here. Will update soon kays?
Take care dudes and dudettes.. misses.~

working day

2006-05-16T10:25:00.000-07:00

I am not happy today.
Another working day...didn't manage to have any sales today.
I really feel very upset abt it.
Helen came over to work at ard 5 30pm.
Ying and bei gave me a surprise, they came and find me at ard 9pm and we went to eat gelare's waffles ice cream after that.. I really love it. ;p
Thanks babes..

Looking forward to movie on this friday with Ken they all...

Overtime on Saturday to replace my workmate at LovePotion1

Leaving Sg on Sunday to Hong Kong for Shopping ^^ 6days trip.
Will be back on next Friday.

I am tired, really tired...
I don't know what to do... im lost... far.. far away...
I heart u.

Police case?

2006-05-14T14:12:00.000-07:00

Yoohoo~
Im here to blog again.

On Sat midnight, my xiaomei didn't come home for 22hrs and everyone was damn worried for her.
She was found by the police under blk 110 at 3am with her friends and the police called up and fetched her home. She is really turning from bad to worse. I hope she can wake up one day and think abt everything that she did, making the family so worried abt her almost everyday.
She claimed that she lost my mom phone so she doesn't dare to come home.
This is weird, my family dotes on her as she is the youngest, one of us even dare to beat her.
She is really spoilt by the family.
My mum cried and my second sister cried too, she's really a nice girl, she cares for the family alot. By seeing my mum so upset abt my xiaomei she felt so helpless and heartbroken.
She can't even concentrate on her studies well since that thing happened.
I hope she still can manage to get good grades and not letting this to affect her studies.
Best wishes to u, koonn.

Went to Chinatown ytd to get my 2 metre big cloth for making a banner for her .
Wanted to see doctor but i didn't get to as the doctor is nt available.
Wanted to look for a bucker for my new elastic belt but i didn't manage to find the place.
Headed to AMK and waited for my mum to end work.
My mum is still freaking sad over her lost phone as it was a gift from my father.
I told her ill get her a new phone once i get my pay at the end of the mth.

Any1 can help me?
I need someone to help me to decorate a flyer.
If u are able to help me , pls let me knw. Thanks.

It's 5 30am now and i have to wake up at 11am for work but i am still freaking awake..
RawR! what should i do?!

I Still Love You And I Want You Back.
But I Feel So Helpless As Im Told You Doesn't Have Feelings For Me Anymore.
What Should I Really Do.
I Wanted To Give Up And Forget About Everything But I Can't... I... Really Can't...
I REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT..

2006-05-12T08:28:00.000-07:00

On thursday, worked till 4pm and rushed over to Cine's K-box to find my mum and sisters.
We are celebrating advanced mother's day ^^
K-box costed me 70bucks.
After that, we took a cab -9bucks- down to marina south for steamboat .
48bucks for 4pax and 6bucks for the drinks.
Mum and sisters didn't eat alot such a waste.
Took cab home after that. -17bucks-
Cost me a bomb for all that and finished my pay. =.=

Reach home ard 11pm and watched tv.
Meet ying up for supper at ard 1 30am, slacked till 3plus and headed to her hse.
Watched a movie and was reading thru' the past g4+1 stuffs.. giggling and laughing all e way. lols.
Slept at 7am and woke up at 5pm.
Watched Yu Le Bai Fen Bai and then headed home to prepare to go town.
Meet ying up at 7 30pm and headed down to Plaza Singapura.
Ate Mac for dinner and Kai reached with his baby and baby's budd.
Nice knowing 2 new friends.
Went to SaSa to look around and found this artificial manicured nails.
For only 9.90bucks and just $1 for the second set.
Means 10.90bucks for 2 sets.
Ying and me shared to get it. It's really nice.

Kai they all left ard 11 30pm.
Ying and me went to parklane and played 2 and a half hrs of lan. Dota~ Maple~ Surf~ and wadever it is. =)
Played till 2am and left parlane and walked to Cine for Ljs as im getting hungry.
Took NR1 home at ard 3 30am and rch my place at 4 15am.
Meet up a guy that we just got to knw for a chat and breakfast and headed home at 6plus am.

Gonna slp soon as im really very tired plus exhausted....

looking forward to Sunday, the chinatown trip ;O

looking forward to her birthday, 4th june.

looking forward to my death date, 23th june .. -.-"

I shall update soon other day. cya.. nights

horoscope reading

2006-05-07T11:45:00.000-07:00

Today's Cancerian Horoscope Reading .

You like to think you know a good thing when you see it, but it's an indisputable fact that the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence. If you're single, you may spy an especially adorable couple that makes you green with envy -- if you've landed your sweetie, you'll suddenly notice how many cuties are smiling at you. Remind yourself that if the situations were different, you wouldn't be as happy. You are where you are for a darn good reason (believe it or not).

Should i believe?

work and shopping and dota~~~

2006-05-06T15:38:00.000-07:00

Work on Monday, tuesday, thursday and saturday for this week.
So bored, so exhausted.

On Wed, got my new hair dyed and cut.. woot~ i changed my hairstyle again and colour ^^ Only for $30bucks. wee~ I like my new hair colour but i think it's not bright enough. Bei dyed the same colour as me and she did highlights too. She was not very happy with the colour as the colour doesn't matches her skin tone. But the colour is nice dah. After that to 925 for dinner and then went to Funland and Dota~

Bought a new blink blink t-shirt, short-light-coloured demin skirt and my tapered jeans.

On Friday, met ying up to Bugis for some shopping but we didn't bought anything execpt my demin short skirt. ying did her manicure at bugis village and laters Amanda and her guy came to join us. Lunch at MosBurger and continue to shop at BugisJunction, slacked ard till 8plus and headed back to yishun. Played 2hrs of Dota at Funland.
After Dota-ing, we came out of Funland and saw a teenage boy sitting outside bleeding till........
He was snabbed by some guys. His hand was bended deeply inwards like a hole - flesh and bones can be seen.
His Head was bleeding too.
I think it's some gangster fights or something. He swears and seems normal( like not painful at all). What a sight. I want to feel that pain too. The kind of very deep wound.

Work on sat, Bei came and find me at ard 8plus, waited for me to end work and headed back tgt.
Rched hm and prepared to meet ying for a movie.
We caught the so called "horror" movie -Voice
Wasted my $9.50 to watch that show. A show which is not scary at all and no ending, no nothing -.-
Saw Weiyan, he watched the same show with us.

After movie, we went to 925 for supper.
We "made" a new friend - an ahpek
The uncle was like talking to me and ying using hokkien for so freaking long.
We both don't understand at all.
I just keep nodding and nodding as if i understand him.
After eating, we headed to my hse.
Watched some animes tgt till 6plus am.
Sent ying down and waited for bus965 to arrive.
Here i come, to blog. =O

I think i gonna get onto my bed soon.
ciaoz guys. -misses-

` to the special someone, i miss u.
We have been apart for 7mths and 1day.
But my love towards you are still remain unchanged.
Thou' i know we won't be tgt again but it's like almost impossible to fall in love with another again. I adore you.
* nights *

I hate myself.

2006-05-01T17:25:00.000-07:00

RAWRR!!!!!

im havinmg insomnia! argh.. I woke up at 5 30am.. I slept at 2am.
Freaking shyt thingy is that i got to work at 11am-10pm.
Im gonna faint sooner or later.

Yesterday was the first working day of this week and im feeling so weak..

Yes, i vomited and nearly faint.

Im certified sick now.
Having Headaches, Flu, Cough And Unstable Fever.
Whole body aches, very restless.

Something is still bothering me. -sigh-

I know that you still love her alot.
I can see that and i can feel it.
I really am sad to see things go this way.
And i can't do anything.
I felt that we are just fools.

Like a chain..
I Love You, U Love Her, Her loves She.
Like...
I am waiting for you,
You are waiting for her and
She is with her.

I won't get to have you and u won't get to have her.
Im just freaking sad that we just can't be together.
Maybe it's really time for me to give up and let those times become memories.
I am still looking forward,
I still want to stay with you.
Taking care of you.
Having ice water fights on bed.
Snatching for computer.
Taking pictures of us.
Lovey dovey with you.
Cook with u with our very own recepies.
Scratching ur back for you.
Painting our nails and stuff.
Hugging your pillow.
Having movie together.
Enjoy our cheese favourites.
Playing with meow meow.
Cleaning niuniu's cage together.
Pulling you up from bed.
Hearing you whines.
Spend occasions together.
Our beloved sushi buffets.

I miss those times and i always thought im strong enough to pull thru'
I am fallin' apart soon.
I can't take this soon.
I don't want to spend my days tearing for nthing.

My heartt....
is.....
achingg.......

Can you please tell me?
What can i do to be tgt with you once again?

I really.... reallyyy... love you alot... alot......

shopping spree?

2006-04-27T13:51:00.000-07:00

Hey yo! here i come again..

Tml im not working ! YAY!
And yes im going down to town for facial and spa with my mum~ ^^
My mum actually "JIO" me to go!

I am ordering a top from auction woot~ and..
I wanna get a tapered jeans and a stripped spag top at FarEast but..
I am thinking should i?
The pair of jean is selling at $49.90 and the top at $33.90.
But something horrible happened.
My workmate likes the top too and it's the last piece.
There won't be goods coming in for that. So it's like....
I will like her have it.. but i really like it... how?! =(

It's quite fun working this week cause im really slacking too much all the way.
And ya.. i saw a very unique jumper at the shop called "ROOM" in FarEast.
IT's really nice and exquisite. So for those who are looking for jumpers, u can take a look in that shop. Plus, the clothes and pants sold there are all very nice and styled.

If u see anything u like in FarEast , u can let me know. I might be able to get a lil discount off for u guys ^^ Cheerios.

Omg, I really need a wallet... My wallet like so torned.
I feel so damnit poor looking at my poor wallet.. argh!
This job is making me mad!
The stupid pay is like so 'heavenly' little?
I want to get back and work at Villa Bali soon...

Im so exhausted and tired.
Anyone wanna go to sentosa for some suntanning soon?!
and, im craving for sushi buffet like hell! I WANT EAT SUSHI!!!!! =(
Misses!

=(

2006-04-21T16:15:00.000-07:00

My heart is broken once again.
I miss u really a lot...........
I wanna hold u tight but i can't anymore.
Why can't we be together?
Where had those feelings gone to? =(

My happiest days were those times that im with u.
Looking at u so closely, holding ur hands so tightly like i nv will let it go.

I cried at nights thinking..... and thinking...... and thinking...........

I hate LOVE!

Screwwed up job.

2006-04-20T11:26:00.000-07:00

eww... so long didn't blog already.
Did any1 miss me? i doubt so =(
'Cause i don't think there's reader too.. argh..

Been working on mon - thursday.
Just told that i ain't working tml.. wth man.
Super duper last minute.
nvm i already got plans for tml hahas.
I think i gonna quit this job soon.
Firstly, the pay sucks.
Secondly, so stress !
Thridly, damn boring..

Just rch home.
Cycle to khatib and meet ying up to chill and cycled back.
Accidently hit my wrist, gonna blueblack soon. so painful =*

Bought a necklace-i love it damn lots- $27.90 but i was given a discount by my workmate so i got it at $25.
Bought a T-shirt and a something-like-blazer @ only 26bucks. cheap cheap ^^
but i kind of regreted getting the blazer cause i saw a nicer one but selling at $39.90 =/
going bugis to shop tml/sat woot~
But... hopefully i dont see anything i like cause im broke now!
I spent finish my pay... all MARBLOROs' fault! Only if there's such thing as bargaining for cigg?

me: " Marbloro menthol pls "
seller: " $11.00 "
me: " i working here can discount a bit? "
seller goes......... -.-"

bwahaha! any1 going to malaysia? help me get a dozen thks! ;O
k well...

im very very... veryy.. veryyy exhausted but i can't slp..
Im thinking of u every second..
Even when im working, on train, walking, showering, slping even toilet breaks =/
When will u be back? -i miss u alot-

** do u still love me? **

working once again ^^

2006-04-10T10:25:00.000-07:00

* yawns ! *

Im so so so damn tired man.

Sorry for nt blogging for so long.. been quite busy.

Today was my first day at work and im late for like an hr?!
Hais.. wad a bad day for me.
Zero sales today.. see how bad can it be.

Hope tml will be a better day..
With some sales at least and NOT to be LATE again!
I hate it really!
Im nt suppose to be late today. Who knows to fall back to bed again!
Well, nvm...
" tml will be better yah? =) "
Anyone, if free .. pls kindly visit me at work.
Name " TANGO " Far East Lv3 ..
Working there is really boring!

I miss the times... that we are tgt...

ciaoz~ off to bed !

MAc MAC MAC!

2006-03-31T12:21:00.000-08:00

On 31mar2006, ying came over my house at ard 12 30am.
And we went to Northpoint's Mac to meet up Bei at 3 15am.
Before Bei arrive, there was this guy who walked pass me and ying.
I was doing some fortune telling stuff. And this guy came over and say, u are counting fortune?
Then, i replied "ya".
He goes on saying that " I wanna count also, can help me count too? "
I replied " later cause im helping ying to count first "
He said " I'll come back later. "
Bei reached.
After awhile he come back again..
Then, i help him count his fortune.
He asked alot stupid questions.
Then, he said... can leave contact number?
He wanna count fortune again.. -.-"

Next day, off to mcdonalds and slack again..
To our horror, the guy seems to track us..
We saw him and he stopped his car and get down.
Start calling my name.. "CLARA..." yes, im currently called clara -.- and bei and ying both called Eileen.. Isn't that lame?
We changed name to bluff him.
Then, he wanted to drive me home.. like omg? No thks.
Scarli he's some pervert loh.
After that meet up bei at ard 2am den slack at mac till 4am..
Just rch home gonna get on my bed soon.
Later gonna wake up to Polyclinic with kai and ying.
I feel sick, thinking wanna see doctor not.
After that gonna head down to PS and Far East Plaza for some jobs interview...
SO EXHAUSTED!

im fallin' sick...
Oh yah, lastly.. TODAY IS APRIL FOOL's DAY! Watch Out, dont get fooled!

working towards my dream~

2006-03-29T15:22:00.000-08:00

DotA~ im lovin' it!

Just rch home from Mac.
Met ying up at 3 30am at mcdonald.
Ying was surfing and im trying to work on my portfolio.
I have decided... I should go for it.
"Follow ur Heart"
I want to get in design courses.
So ill do my best and work on my Portfolio.

Played poker cards with ying ard 6am then back to home at 7am.

MY goddness... im not slpy yet!
I think i really gonna be a zombie soon...

Let's see... Wish me luck guys =)

My injures

2006-03-26T12:43:00.000-08:00

Today woke up at 5pm and slacking ard and eat every stuff that i found in my kitchen. Kenneth called me and we chatted for a while. Nearly teared talking to him but i tried to hold back. Till 9pm, i started preparing and meet ying up after she ended work. After that we went to 925 and slack awhile. Walked her home and headed to sembawang to meet kai up. Went to Mcdonald and have our dinner and use the free net access. Slack till 2am and went to the back of sun plaza to chill and was playing with snail. Kai made me fell down and i am having injures all over. So damn pain ok? but im strong ^^ And kai swung me all over and i fell again on the dirty ground. Feel so dirty man. Walked back to Mac again and sit down there. So damn boring. Sit till 4am and took a cab back to home. My injures don't hurts anymore but hurts when it touches water =( SO long didn't get such bad ingures. Wondering how did i fell down from my seat. Showered and blog. My day ends this way.

Gonna get onto my bed soon. Waking up early tml to switch back my slping timing. It's really bad.
Sweet dreams guyz. I miss ya. =)

2006-03-26T02:02:00.000-08:00

ytd was quite happening.
met ying at khatib for a while ard 10pm and den kim drove his car and fetch everyone to gather.
fenny, samson, kim's friend, kim and me. 5 seats and packed.
Firstly, he drive us to have our supper at Jalan Kayu after that headed to Marina South for Pool and arcade. We Lost our way when heading back to yishun. So the journey to reach yishun was like 1 and a half hrs. Reached yishun and went to the gv's 7-11 to get drinks and food. I headed home after that and kim drives everyone back home ^^ Nice to have a car yeah? U can go anywhere u like lol.
After rching home and i headed out again, met justin for breakfast. After that back to home-sweet-home and slp. ;O

Ushering...

2006-03-24T10:18:00.000-08:00

Today... counted as a fun but irritating day.

Woke up at 1plus, received my puma bag..
It's nice can? i love it =) thanks helen.

Work at expo for ushering in a concert. It's only a day job.
Enjoyed the concert. the job is 6-12. 30bucks pay only but it's damn slack.
I usher audience to their seats which only lasted for an hr.
Briefing from 6-7pm, ushering from 7.30-8.30pm. 8.30 to 11.30pm was the concert.
3hours for sitting down and enjoy the concert.. How slack can it be?
Anyway know a number of new people from that job.
at first a workmate can over and requested for my number.
den an audience -.-
there was another guy who wanted to know me but he didn't manage to get my number.
But this break my record. 3 different grp of guys wanted to know me.
but im nt interested, my mind was him. i dont knw why?

I really hope to see him soon but i dont think i can.
He stopped contacting me and drifted away. im sad.
Everynight in my dream, i wish that u had call me.. blah whatever.
I just assume that u are missing..
As what i think, u don't like me anymore bah. Since it's just like. It should be easy to forget too and get a new one soon. I wish u love..

I finished my pay.. topped up my prepaid card finally! $18.
Took cab from expo and for supper den home. my pathetic pay just gone in this way.
How sad. i thought im able to keep it for at least a movie. But... argh nvm.
I need a job... maybe nt one but two...
2 part-time job.. i wanna earn and earn for my diploma studies.
God, pls let me have a job.. thanks.
Thats my day, im gonna get a shower and head to helen's house for my animes!
I missed so many episode. OMG.
I better get going. Tml to suntec =)

Miss or not?

2006-03-22T13:07:00.000-08:00

I felt something is missing... I don't know why.. but i just miss ... u.
I hope that i will continue getting calls from ya but i guess it won't happen.
I miss ur voice.
I nv thot that i will miss u that much until we're separated.
But now all i can do is sit down here and wait... wait for miracle to happen.
I have known u for 3mths only and we don't really know each other.

Just like almost every girl wants.. a simple and sweet relationship.
I might seems strong but deep down i ain't.
You are my first boyfriend after me being a lesbian.
I wanted to try... wanted to give u and me a chance.

I think the problem lies on me....

Oh thats crap..
I haven't receive my Puma bag yet... omfg. im worried =/

2006-03-21T11:53:00.000-08:00

My story ends here again...

Yah, friends now.. like....

I don't knw how to describe my feelings now. Just complicated.. duhz
What should i do? Any1 can tell me?! AIYOOOOOOOOO!

Really very FAN..
wo hen fan arh!

Any1 wanna accept my love now? LOL =x
ok stop it.
Currently, im already rejected by these people.... Kai, Bei... whereas Ying and Hong quarterly accepted me! Only can hold hand and hug =( no others! LOL im greedy =/
nvm they will regret it hahaha!

ok enough of it... I hope it will be saved by him.. hais..
ciaoZ~

Crazy over it

2006-03-16T10:13:00.000-08:00

Just found out that i met up with ying almost everyday!
umm.. it's nt almost but it's everyday. duhz.
Went to gym today, had mac as lunch.
went home and come out to meet ying and kai.
Walked to safra and played dotA! woot~
nice nice im addicted to u! =/
After that went to 925 for supper and chill for a while.
ying came over my place and use comp.
now it's 2:15am.
Baby is nowhere to be found.
maybe he's slping.
Well, don't knw whether will be able to meet up with him tml not.
If not im gonna meet ying again =O
*prays* lol.
Bei went to bintan, i miss her lah.

Life is so boring!~

Im currently interested in this bag. Hope im able to get it.
After craving for a bag for so long.. My nike bag! but i can't be able to find it anymore.

This is the bag that caught my eyes and im gonan get it asap.
Thou' the handle is abit weird. But wadever.
"I want it, i want it and im gonna get it.. nanananana~ i want it, i need it and i must purchase it.. woot~"
kays, i don't think u guys get it too. A song in Date movie but i change the lyrics. oh yah! watched date movie ytd. It was so lame but ain't very nice. But this is how it suppose to be ain't it? Just like scary movie!

Stupid unknown guy

2006-03-13T15:37:00.000-08:00

im gonna continue blogging about my day after borrowing net access at daniel's house.
After staying till 5am, ying and me went to 848 and meet bei and audi up for breakfast.
when we were at 848 right after ordering our food and drinks.
a SXL -super xia lan- guy came over and asked.
He asked me and ying how old are we.
And i said 18, den he turn to ying and ask " u also 18? "
He requested for her IC.
He's just an unknown guy without any police id.
And warned us " no underage smoking " he's just plain idiotic.
He doesn't look like a police at all, more like an ah beng.
after that he went away.

ying and me was crapping all the way in 848 till 7plus 8am.
saying funny and lame stuff LOL.
Yes, we all had a good laugh ya? xD
After that i walked home.

Slept for 4hrs only.

woke up and slacked at my room -.-"
till 10pm and i intended to fixed my computer.
And I did it =)
I can surf freely now~ woot~~~ =p~
went out to fetch ying and bei to northpoint's mac for breakfast.
eat and chat till 7am.
Just reach home.. soooooo bored.
Hopefully can meet baby later. Seriously, i miss him =p
-Ciaoz i'll update soon !

I WANT CATCH MOVIE!

2006-03-12T09:26:00.000-08:00

im here to blog again..

wad i did for the past 2 weeks?
let me think...
hmmm...
towning, chilling and nthing much more.
didn't really meet up wiht baby for 1week... hais.
i really want to catch movie so much but im having financial problems..
argh! why why why?
there's tons of movie that im craving for now..
Big mamma.... date movie... shaggy dog! OMfg! tell me wad should i do in order to catch all these?!
Im sad sad sad.

i miss alot of people!!
=(
I miss helen, fenny, lili&gang, ken, samson and lots more!
I kinda hate my life now and to say that why am i always so freaking unlucky?
I need a job! and im looking for a job for so long and none of them wan to employ me..
Do i look that bad?
I went to interview for 10+ job and none of them called up!
Anyone please help me? introduce a job to me please..

Im not feeling so well emotionally for past few days.
cause i actually wanted to meet up with baby so much but i can't get the chance to.
I want to watch movie with him =(
Anyone out there hasn't catch Date movie? watch it with me =)

been troubled.
Yes, ying is making me mad!!! LOL. jk xD
now im at Daniel's house blogging and downloading maplestory at the same time. woot~
well, just now was with ying and daniel at 925 chilling den headed over here..
ytd went to ubi ave 4 with kai to get his router fixed.
den to 925 again..

Daniel just told me " Im horny now! " wtf =.="
ok ciaos.. ill blog soon k? miss ya guys!

short post

2006-03-10T09:15:00.000-08:00

recently alot of things happened.
worrying abt stuff..

i won't be updating for some time cause my computer is currently not working well.

now im at bei's house borrowing net access.
just got back from supper at 925, gonna have mahjong session later.

ill blog soon..
bye!

Pink panther!

2006-02-22T12:39:00.000-08:00

Finally, im here to update my blog.
Been so lazy to update nowadays.

Well, ill keep my entry short, I'll just summaries everything up.

*caught The Pink Panther twice
-once with ken and samson at cine. Lunch at FarEast's Ramen Ten.
-second time was on tuesday with baby at yishun's gv.
It's damn funny and lame. Yah, i had a very good laugh in the theatre.
twice is enought but not again ^^

*Went to baby house and watched House of Wax vcd

*Went to nyp on ytd to summit my 2004 results
-had lunch at nyp's food junction -the food was bad
-after that to Suntec to collect the ring that baby gave me on vday.
-back to yishun and went northpoint for a while.
-ying come over my place to do her GP.
-watched the Tammy's widea and i felt sad for her. Such a pretty lady was ruined just like that. Hope she will be strong and although this might be a great impact to her family but wad i can say is, if i am her parents, support her please and not disowning her. She's already mentally hurt so as a family i think that's what u should do. Pull her through this painful moment of her life and not ruining her more. *hugs tammy* but that guy is really an asshole. -.-" guyyss~
-around 12am, went to 925 with ying and sis for dinner-cum-supper.
-mapled,
-and blogged.

Tml gonna be another boring day~
`imu
looking forward to see ya soon. =*(

Trying to put in as much as i can for this new r/s as it's not going very smooth but i hope everything will be fine.
Hope i made the right choice yeah?

show me love =)

MY valentine..

2006-02-15T07:31:00.000-08:00

Ytd was the day, yups, Valentine's day...

I spent 3/4 of the day staying at home alone =(

And the other 1/4 im contented.. thks baby.

Meet baby at 7plus going 8. His mum sent him to my house and fetch me then his mum drove us to causeway point. Baby planned to have dinner at Jack's place but unfortunally the place was so packed and there was a damn long queue. So instend of queue-ing up, we had to rush down to plaza sing to catch our movie at 9 15pm. So we took a train down. Collected the tickets and left with half an hr waiting time, so we actually wanted to have our dinner first. All the restaurants were so damn packed and with long queue. After walking past almost all the restaurants, i suggested to go to mos burger instead of those expensive places. So we ended up there. Late for our movie. Oh yah, we watched fearless. The show was not bad. After the movie, we headed down to park lane and find joeson and friends. Then, we headed back to yishun tgt. Reached yishun and went to the 7-11 at central, wanna get some snacks, m1 top up card and maply story card. But the top-up card was sold out. So baby and me headed down to gv's 7-11 and yes i bought my top-up card there but maplestory card was sold out. So we went down to the 7-11 near blk 160 but to our horror, they don't sell maplestory cards and we walked to the 7-11 at blk 123. Yes finally, we got all our stuffs. After that we headed home.

Baby gave me a bouquet of 9blue roses with 2 lil couple talkable doggies on it, a couple ring with a small diamond on it(thou the size was bit small) and lastly, the chocolates! Thanks baby for all that. *hugs*

Today, went to suntec with baby at around 7 30pm to change the size of our ring. Had dinner at Gelare and headed back home after that. -short and simple- ^^

2006-02-13T04:24:00.000-08:00

Tml will be Valentine's Day.

I think almost everyone are thinking about what will they be receiving as a V'day gift, either from a dearest friend or a lover.

Well, i have prepared gifts for all my beloved ones.
So, Bei, Ying, Kai and Helen, ur gifts are with me! remember to collect it soon =/

Yesterday, meet up with samson and ken. Had dinner together and went to Far East Plaza to choose the V'day gifts for samson's gf. He gotten something exquisite and unique for her. Simply so sweet ^^ After getting those stuffs, we took a train back to yishun and sat down at Macs for some chat. Ken is encountering some serious problems in relationship with her gf in KL. And after listening to the stories, i had to give my opinions and what he should do. I hope everything would be fine for him and think properly before u go into things. After that, Samson and ken headed home and i walked home around 11pm. I fell sick. Having terrible headaches and slight fever, feeling so helpless, lying on bed, tearing like a baby cause the pain is simply unbearable, wanting baby to be my side but he's not around. T.T After that around 2am i went over to baby hse. Used comp and played maple den went to bed. Overslept and caused baby to be late for school. Reached home around 8am and sleep.

Today, Helen accompanied me to Nyp for appealling but the chances for me to get in is damnit slim, so it's not good to put my hopes to high then. Kinda sad if i can't get in. hais.....
After that went northpoint for lunch and headed back home.
Seeing lotsa people selling flowers here and there. Even somebody can be so idiotic to ask me "Want to buy flowers for urself?" LOL. Even my face also can see i got no lover =x Noone will give me flowers! =(

ahhhhhhhhhh.... valentine's day what will i be doing...
Well, i shall leave now!

A Big Happy Valentine's Day To My Fellow Dearest! Love Ya!

short post

2006-02-08T01:00:00.000-08:00

On monday, accompanied ying back to sch and get her testimonial but she didn't get it in the end. After that, went to yishun tent and had our lunch at LJS den walked ard northpoint after that we headed to junction 8 and shop. Bought 2 tees. After that we headed home. I mapled for a while and meet up with baby. Went to 848 for supper and after that slacked around. I stayed at ying's place for the day. Caught KungFu Mahjong -funny and lame. i like it ^^

On tuesday, woke up and went to gym with ying. After that back to her house and shower than to 925 for lunch-cum-dinner. My sister joined us and went to LJS for her dinner. Slacked and till weide arrived. Sis and i went home.

Today, not feeling good since last night. Perhaps im having moodswing. I eventually felt sadness for the day. I lied on my bed and think.. Am i falling for u? I teared when i receive your sms without love. I feel sad. Im worried for u and im sorry that i treated u bad. I just can't bring myself to be good for the time being. I need time. Im thinking thru' alot. I can't stop here and wait. Ive to move on. Move on to somewhere which suits me more. Somewhere that i want to be. Things that i suppose to do. Oh gawd, i nv felt this pain in me for long, very long..
I am goingNUTS. =*(

valentine

2006-02-05T06:10:00.000-08:00

Valentine's day is approaching in 9days time.

Well, i guess most of the couples are having headaches. Thinking of what to give to the other half and thinking of what to do and where to go when the actual day comes.

For those singles, don't feel left out, get some friends and chill tgt. Valentine's day is all about love. You may spent it with ur lover, friends or even family.
With a lil bit of love, received or given, it simply just brighten up ur day.

What will i be doing on my Valentine?
It will never be the same person again.
I still remembered how we actually celebrate those days.
And it will be always be remembered.
I miss them but nothing can be done.
Thanks for those 1yr and 10mths that we're tgt.
I appreciate the times and things u had done.
Live well, i'll be by ur side no matter what.

My new year days-updated!

2006-02-01T15:40:00.000-08:00

Bwahaha... Happy Lunar New Year 2 all! Thou' im a bit late but i hope im not too late k? xD
Been quite busy during new year days.

New year eve, stayed at home and rot, watched tv and helped out to clean up my house.
Met Ying at 9 30pm. Both was bored so ended up slacking at Macdonalds.
Oh ya, there was a guy who i actually told ying that his hair is disgusting when he sat down on the table next to us. After ard 30mins, the guy's friend came over and asked for number. We was like omg la.. I gave my fake number ;p Slacked till ard 12am. I accompany ying to interchange and waited for her bus and i walked home. Reached home and around 2pm, went out with Kenneth to supper and headed to his house for a while and then Joeson called ard 5am so we went down for another supper-cum-breakfast at chongpang. eat untill ard 7am, i took a cab home.

New year 1st day, reached home at 7am and lie on bed till 9plus. My relatives came and i can't get to slp anymore . So i get up and shower eat steamboat, watch tv, gamble and stuffs. Went to safra for pool and bowl at 2pm and headed to northpoint arcade at 5pm. Ate Swensen's Icecream with cousin and sisters and headed back home.
Waited for Ying, Kai, Ying's cousin to reach. After they reached, i prepared steamboat stuffs for them and cooked bbq food to add in. They simply love my house steamboat k =X U can't miss it. LOL Afetr that, Bei, don and simon reached my house ard 8pm and i prepared everything again and cook =) We ganged up to trick my sisters and cousin. that was so fun but so lame! den admanda and bf rched and they joined in our fun too. After playing and eating, Bei, Don and Simon left and Ying, Kai, Ying's cousin, Joanne, Admanda and Admanda's guy headed to get tickets for I NOT STUPID TOO. While waiting for the movie to start, we went to s11 and slack. Drink, Sing, Smoke, Crap... Whatever~ till the it's ard time. We had piggyback race lol . So tired.. During the show, Ying , Kai and me sheded lots of tears. The show was damn touching lor! and funny too. So it's like u teared and laugh tgt. Weird huh? but that's the way =) Nice show! After that, we all headed home as all of us were worned.

New Year 2nd day, Went to grandma's place to Pai Nian and fetched her over to my aunt's place for dinner and gamble. I lost a total of 40bucks in the gambling part ok? how sad.. My Hong bao money just gone this way.. I left at 8 30pm and headed to yishun mrt to meet Helen up and headed down to Cine to meet Kim, Samson and Ken, supposed to meet Fenny too but she didn't turn up. We wanted to watch movie but almost all the slots are sold out so we went to k-pool instead. played few rounds and went to Pasir Panjang Cheese prata shop to have supper. After that we all went to Fenny's house to chill. Mahjong, Poker and Drink. I lost 15bucks in Mahjong-ing and 4bucks at poker. Not my day man. =.= Lost 60bucks in a day. Mahjong till morning 9am and took cab with samson back to home.

New year 3rd day, so damn tiring today.
Woke up at 2pm cause of my mum and sister. I dated them to watch I NOT STUPID TOO again. Cool man! I love that movie! woot. Any1 wanna catch the 3rd time with me? i dont mind =p Kenneth is going to join us too. O.O My mum and sisters left at 4pm to get some shopping at causeway point and to get tickets too but to my and their horror, tickets were sold out. I called up Gv yishun to book too but Sold out again. So we have no choice and went down to Sun plaza and get the tickets and yeah we got it but was in the first row =.= omfg but nvm we just get it. While waiting for the movie, we went to Mac for dinner and my sisters crapped alot. oh yeah, we were talking abt the drm we all had ytd. So coincidence that 3 of us had a dream! And our dreams were so LAME! my big sister's dream was something abt the dinosaur? It's like everybody react when u saw a dinosaur is to hide / climb to the highest point right? There was me, my mum, and small sis and her in the picture . We were in a jungle? there was a dinosaur and everyone was panicking and we actually stacked up and my big sister was so frightened and climb to the top of 3 of us. She was relieve that she was at the top so she wasn't as dangerous as those at the bottom but she turned her head and realise that she was at the same height as the Dino's mouth! We all went bursted out laughing like mad.
Okay, mine was like this... I saw my small sister and cousin came home with their hands tattoo-ed and i scolded them for tattoo-ing. I expect my mum to give them a very harsh scolding but she didnt and i expected to big sister to say them off too but she ended up saying that the tattoo was nice. I was so damn angry and kept scolding them but my mind was thinking. Why didn't they ask me to join them for a tattoo too? xD ok this is funny.
After the movie, I left and met Kai and ying up at Khatib mrt. We went to Prinsep to drink and chill. We ordered Strawberry Shisha. I ordered Shiraz red wine. We chat till 1am and took a cab down to 848 and had supper cause me and kai were hungry. After eating and stuff , sent Ying home and Kai and me headed back to home. Nthing happened much too. Oh yah! we were crapping so much on our way in cab to 848. We were saying "Cool man" "So Lame" "Whatever" Do u understand? =)
Watch I NOT STUPID TOO and u will get it xD
Reached home at 3plus, showered and online. Having fever but i don't feel like slping so went
out to kenneth's place and went to chongpang for breakfast with joeson and friend. Ate LorMaiGai, Siew Mai, Yutiao, Bean Curd and Soya Bean drink. Breakfast feast man. After breakfast, my fever was gone. Reached home at 8am and slept at 9am.

New Year 4th day, suppose to go to bei's house at 6pm but the time was changed to 10pm. Slept till 2pm and ying called. We planned to acc kai down to junction 8 for Lappy viewing but I am so tired, exhausted and weak to get up. My fever is back and with headaceh this time round. So i continue to slp... till 12am and i really feel like breaking. I got scoldings from Kai for not turning up and i explained myself that im sick. but whatever, i just wonder why is it this way. that hurts =) i am still feeling unwell, i still having my headeaches and that's for 3 days alrdy. I am going to visit a doctor later but i don't know will my mum accompany to visit one not. I am having a lump under my jaw and i dont knw wad's it. It's so painful and getting bigger even can see that its swollen. I am afraid that it's something bad. I don't wanna things to turn out like wad my mum said. I might need an operation? I don't want. =*( Just hope everything be fine.

New year 5th day, which is today.I am gonna have renuion dinner with my grandparents later at night. Hope this will be a ncie dinner =)

2006-01-26T06:17:00.000-08:00

Im glad that she's back .. hope this is true.

Finally =)

2006-01-25T13:26:00.000-08:00

Sorry darlings, so long didn't update my blog already..
seems dead.

Well, im busy with alot of things and im lazy =x

Did quite alot of stuff but can't really remember wad i did thou' so ill just leave those that i can't remember ones.
-revamped my room =) -like finally-
-watched Cheap by a dozen 2 with kenneth ytd. -show was funny and nice
-went to funan it mall ytd with kenneth to unsuspend my maple acc and his. after that headed to pastamania for dinner =)
-went to ying house just now to get her hair dyed *cheery red* and some for myself too. After that went to 925 for supper and some chillings. ying took cab home after that. today was quite a memorable one. ying, u should know wad i mean... LOL!

Can't really remember when did i did all this.. but i will just state those stuff out.
-look for kai to get his hair dyed and trim at salon. chilled at coffee shop and dinner.
-met kenneth up and wanted to go sembawang park but we lost our way so ended up walking to his house. his mum sent me home the next morning. how sweet was it.
-met ying up for dinner and back to home.
and so on.... others i can't remember. so..... yah =)

Looking forward to sunday~ New Year Day woot! ^^ hong baos =p~
How i gonna spent it..
-clear my debts
-half to mum
-chillings on eve, 1st of new year, 2nd of new year
-get maple cash card
thats all. and my hong bao money will be finished by den.

New furniture will be arriving tml. hurray~ can't wait to get those in my house =p

Lastly, valentine is coming.. not looking forward thou' cause i am a loner =( might be getting some stuff for friends and my ex. those are my love ones.

Love ya all babes and hunks too! Missing helen like hell, so long didn't get to go out with her.. how sad m i.. Well well.. take care all!

5things?

2006-01-17T12:51:00.000-08:00

Im chosen by Bei to do this. =/

Rules of the game:
Post 5 weird/random things about yourself.At the end of the quiz, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog 5 random things about me...

1) Full-time MilkTea Lover
2) Always trying to do my best for others but not for myself.
3) Need a job urgently as im out of cash.
4) Love Mahjong-ing with babes ^^
5) Always an owl turning into zombie soon. ;O

and the five ppl I gonna pick are.
- Shuhong
- Mabel
- Kai
- Qiqi mei
- Qijun mei

what somedays!

2006-01-11T03:51:00.000-08:00

Didn't update for quite sometimes. Here i come again..

Can't really remember of what i did for the past few days.

On last saturday, meet up with Helen to town. She's damn clumsy on that day. Everything seems to topple by her. We had LJS for our lunch-cum-dinner. Firstly, she toppled a cup of mayonaise sauce and the sauce hitted my sauce and the packet of chill sauce landed on my chilli sauce and there she goes giggling.. Secondly, she actually topple her cup of cola. It's almost all spilled out and she smiles and happily tells me that i had not enough of it and she goes sucking the straw. >.> I don't know what's wrong with her on that day and plus i am very exhausted and she kept irritates me. Walked here and there and ended up in Taka, fell aslp at Charles and Keith while Helen was busying choosing and trying those shoes. Here she comes again with her nonsense " should i buy a not?" , "u think nice or not?" this was repeated for 3 to 4 times. That was her LOL!
After that i got a call from Ying and she was sobbing like hell, im shock to see her this way and i rushed down to Toa Pa Yoh to accompany her. Hope everything goes well for her. Ying, cheer up k? Like what i say i will always be there for u no matter what happens, im just a phone call away =)

slacked at home for few days and beginning to play maple again. How bored can i be?

On tuesday, i mean yesterday, meet up with Ken, Samson, Kim, Helen and Samson's girl. Helen went off after a while and we went to have Seoul Garden at Taka. After eating for a while, Kim and Sam started playing with those food! They are damn disgusting man. LOL. Something happening actually happened. Seoul garden caught fire and it was 4pretty girls who set it.. Aunties and Uncles were all running for " life " taka L5 was smoky and we barely can't see anything. We started taking pics with the scene and was saying that we were in Genting -.-" after that we went off and headed down to cine and bought tickets for narnia. The movie was alright only not really much of title during the battle, graphic was nice but nt as nice as what i actually thought it would be. After that we took cab home .

On wednesday, today, i met up with eric and cat to pass eric back her clothings and to get back my vcd at amk. Went to interview for a few jobs and i had to wait for them to call up. Hopefully they do. Life is just plain boring with out jobs. After that i headed back to northpoint and meet Helen up for some shopping and went home after an hour. I helped her to "steal" an eraser from popular as the queue was so damn bloody long. So it's not that we don't have money to buy, just that the damn queue!! =/ went out and meet ying, amanda, amanda's bf, bei and donald for dinner at 925. Slacked till 11 30pm and we left . Went home to change and go out again for mahjong at kenneth's place with joeson and his friend. They are friendly and fun to be with. His cousin's bedroom is soooo nice just like what i wanted to have. My dream~ The whole place just look so comfortable to live in. Mahjong till 9am and we went to have our breakfast at nearby prata shop. I took a cab back home after that and started maple for a while now its 3pm in the afternoon and i am going to bed now. Yawns and hugz my bolster tightly.. Nights! =p

Feeling stressed`` =(

Lastly , my blog seems to be dead.. tag me pls my darlings!

ANother day of headaches

2006-01-06T17:07:00.000-08:00

Well, i think im over-reacting to stuff. I don't know what should i say now and Kai is making things worse. Haiz.. I went to read bei's blog and i totally ain't sure what she's talking abt untill i read kai's blog and i feel really sad about this. I went back to tag bei's blog and my tears eventually dropped. I don't know why.. My eyes are burning and recently i ain't slping well , i can't get to bed and dream. Everynight and almost everytime im thinking abt stuff. I am thinking of this friendship of ours. Those wonderful times we had together. We joke, laugh, yell, scream, whine and lots more. We have endless chat and fun.

**I may not seems to be a good friend to u but all i know is i tried my best**

Happy new year 2006

2005-12-31T15:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006 to ALL!

Ya i ain't dreaming .. It's year 2006 now!
Just in a flash.. Just like yesterday.. i barely can remember what i did in my entire life..
Maybe just slacking off everyday in the same way thats why everyday seems the same to me.

Alot of things is running thru' my mind..

Firstly, i need a freaking job immediately -yes, im slacking for a year... A YEAR! like i have become lazier and lazier. I dont wanna be a useless person and i wanna earn money to give my mum and to spend on..
Without a job is really terrible.. you can't get things that u saw on streets and u simply love it.. You can't even have a proper and nice meal. Everyday is like a budget day. I am getting irritated by myself for nt looking for a job... I want my Mummy and my Sisters to have a good life and i want my friends to eat well too. It's not that money can buy everything but with money there won't be so much worries in me..

Secondly, I really hope everything will turn well. I don't wanna see friends drifting apart. I want them to be tgt back just like before. I am really headache and i can't do anything! What should i do? What should i say? Neither do i want lose any of them. I love them and i need them.

Thirdly, I seriously don't know what should i do? to go for that person or not. I think i shouldn't cause i don't wanna break the friendship that we are having now.. whereas i don't think i will stand a chance too. Well, maybe it's just a feeling but this is holding on to me for quite sometime and thinking of it everyday is tiring.. I think..... i should just gave up..
Looking at u now, living so happily and ure still holding on to someone, i shall nt do anything. I just hope oneday i won't regret this but everything just hurts... I REALLY DON'T KNOW. i don't know who to talk to =/

I want to live happier... but im borned to learn hardship somehow one of the unlucky ones.

Today, the new year eve, spent with kai and ying. Nothing happening today but another tiring and budget day i could say. We met up at 4pm at khatib mrt station thinking of where we should go and ended up we dropped at AngMoKio . We wanted to have one of those singapore famous food so we went to find. After that we sat down on a coffee shop and i order prawn noodle-the soup is really nice. I simply love it. ying had curry rice with vegetables and kai had his fried noodle. After that we went to Zone-X to play some games, daytona,ddr,parapara and blah... After a while we are bored and we left amk and went to Plaza Singapura. Reached there and continue with our Zone-X again -.-" after that ard 11:30, we walked to cine and had our dinner at LJS. After eating we walked all the way down to selegie and thats when ying temper is out. Some stupid Blanglas sprayed ying and ying was damn angry about it. She tried so hard to prevent herself from spraying and in the end the blanglas did it. Ying was so annoyed and rushed over to gave him a scold and with a slap on his back which is counted damn hard. We walked to paradiz center and have a toilet break there and continue our journey to pub underground, we sat there for sometime and even ordered Peach shisha and without knowing that we have to order drinks too.. but we only barely left with 15bucks to survive and the Shisha cost 12bucks. We can't afford for any other things. The cheapest drinks there is 5bucks and its a can of cola and even a bottle of mineral water cost 5bucks too.. So we left without having our shisha.. continue walking to somewhere ard bugis -.-" and there's nthnig to do there so we walked back to Parklane mall.. were looknig for a place to sit but unfortunally we can't so we walk all the way back to orchard. On our way we dropped by Ljs and we went in for a sit after a while we left and headed to cine. We went to yoshinoya and slacked till 5am? den we walked to wisma and we bought some snacks at 7-11 and we actually played with the ice cubes. After a while , ying with back with weide and the poor kai and me walked all the way to Lido and have breakfast at mac cause the only money left is in our ezlink card. Lol after having breakfast we left and walk back to orchard mrt station . Our first train isn't there yet so we actually took the train to marina bay and back home.. We both were damn exhausted and the train is pack with lots of pple and blanglas.. Just reached home and i can't get to slp.. I might be meeting Helen later. So lets see what time will i wake up ..

New blogskin!

2005-12-29T17:24:00.000-08:00

Just finish doing my new blogskin..
I hope u guys would like it.. esp ying.. Cause she told me that she hate coming to my blog and she prefers this style right?

Went out for breakfast earlier on with Justin and we slacked till 7am..
After coming home i started on my blog and suddenly Kai called me up..

Kai : Where u wanna go?
Xue: Why u so early wake up?
Kai: Where got early.
Xue: Ya it's early at 8am -.-"
Kai: huh? u don't bluff me lahs.. My clock reads 3pm
Xue: Hello.. look at ur mobile.. it's 8:36am my dear..
Kai: -stares at phone and started saying slowly- zerooo... eight... thirty-six.... -started screaming- Why did i wake up so early?! i tot it's 3pm and 2 of my clocks read 3:30pm!! OMG! i slept so little only and im damn awake now.
Xue: -.-" then go back to slp..
Kai: i can't -.-" i think it's because of my stupid "wet" dream..
Xue: It's damn early, even now we go out also got nthing to do..
Kai: okie ill try to slp and meet u at 2pm -hung-

Stupid kai! no wonder elyn says he's a Idiotic moronic freako. Yeah he is!

And now i gonna keep myself awake for hours in order to meet him at 2pm...

Let's see what i should do...

2005-12-29T03:50:00.000-08:00

Heyoooooooooooooooooooooo~! im back to blog after weeks... =/

well well well, wad had i did?

24dec, x'mas eve
hmm... remembering on xmas eve. met fenny, her girl, ken , samson, helen up for some fun at town. Went there to get sprayed thou' after the countdown, we took two cabs, separated me ken, helen and sam in one and fenny and her girl in another. We are heading to Supper at the cheese prata shop in Pasir panjang. So we all had our stomach bloated and took cab to fenny's house. We had a so called " Party" Played pokers and drinks. bought absolute vodka and e33's . Well, Ken was the first to fall.. Followed by Fenny then Samson.. Hearing them talking in no sense and i dont knw how to entertain them.. Those drunkards vomitted severals times. Fen's girl was slping very soundly , Helen didn't drink so she was awake but drunk as in she is too tired. After that 7am in the morning, Helen and i took a cab back to our home sweet home..

25dec, x'mas day
At later time around 9.30pm , met up Kai , Bei and Ying up for dinner and some pressie exchanging session -.-" Receiving Bei's home-made sweet lil chocolate chips butter cookies and a piece of card. Ate the cookies on the spot as bei says that it is going spoilt soon. It's tasty and i ordered some more cookies from bei =/ Kai gave half of the pressie first which is wrapped and i dont knw what's it. All of us are told not to open it till the other part of the present is ready.. so we shall wait yea' Ying's gifts was nt prepare yet so we are told that she will give some other day.. After that we had supper at 925 and after chatting for a while . Bei and ying headed home. Me and kai went to buy cigg and i sent him to mrt station but to his unluckiness , he missed the last train again. So he had to walk back home on his own.. How pitiful.

On the 26 dec,
i met ying up for dinner at northpoint foodcourt, After that we went to walk for a while and stopped at yishun mac.. after slacking there for ard 1 and a hr hours waiting for helen and kai to come to yishun and acc us but they didn't. How bad can they be abandoning us and out with their own love. =( And leaving me and ying rotting there like hell. After that Me and Ying went to walk the whole 900+ in yishun... walking here and there and im too bored so i started irritaing ying with lame singings and repeating words for some time. And im tortured pinched and cracked by ying. After that i acc ying to bus interchange to wait for her bus and after that i walked back home.. how boring..

On 27dec,
Now it's Kai turn. Suppose to meet ying and kai up for dinner but it was raining very heavily so end up i only manage to meet kai. So we went to yishun s11 and eat. We sat over there for 2hrs watching and drinking our "teh bing" We are watching the 9pm shw on channel 8 and after that i send kai to mrt station and i met up with justin. i acc him to buy hairdye and after that he came ove rto my house and had his hair dyed and He went home after that. Another boring day..

On28dec,
I didnt get any sleep today b4 i meet kai and ying up for k-box.
Am really damn tired and exhausted and walking can really kill me.
Met Kai up at yishun mrt and headed to dhoby ghaut and meet Ying. Ying was rushing us like hell cause we were late for 10mins, Ying started to show her anger. =( Sorry ying for being late. but after a while everything went back to normal. We went to cafe cartel and after that walked to Paradiz Center to have our k-box. My legs are really breaking.. After singing from 2pm to 5pm we walked all the way to town -.-"I wanted to fall... But i can't... My whole body seems like breaking up into pieces. After that we stop at hereen cause ying wanna drop by to see dragon lol. After that we went to wisma and had lil "Dian xin" Den we headed to fareast plaza to have our budget dinner at LJS after that we were laming and playing. Went to LuckyPlaza's condom shop and look for Ying's bell and den all of us took a train and head back our home sweet home.. Reached home , Washed up, Lied down and i went blankout at 10pm all the way to the next evening..

Oh gosh, How pig can i be?

I haven't had such'a long nice sleep for Month. I slept for 21 freaking hours. And i woke up havening headaches. Lol. I am damn hungry and had my dinner at home. Now im so bored... Someone please help me? lol.

2005-12-21T17:59:00.000-08:00

On monday, meet up with ying and kai.. I am to accompany them for hair cut.
Kai got a nice hair cut lol but so ah beng-ish lah! Ying cut her fringe only but she claimed that she doesn't like it. After their haircut we headed to sunplaza for some leisure - the arcade!
Played para para and ddr for a while and we went to have some food. sat outside mos burger for sometime... And we started playing.. Kai un-hooked my bra twice! -.-" and funniest thing was that.. i pulled his pants down all the way to his ankle outside macdonalds.. Im sorry kai.. =/ Well, we were just so mad.. After that kai said that he wanna go home and shower. So me and ying acc him over and waited at his void deck for him after that we took bus back to yishun to meet bei for dinner-cum-supper lol. After eating and slacking for a while ..we all headed back to our home sweet home..

On tuesday, meet kai, bei, helen up to Sentosa for some tanning. After swimming and soaking in the sea dne we bought a ball to play.. after playing Gx came and join us.. After that we all got tired and went to shower. All of us got sunburn execpt Gx. Lol. den we went to habourfront hawker center to have our lunch-cum-dinner as everyone was so hungry.. After eating, Kai, Bei and Gx headed back home and i have to accompany helen to Funan IT Mall to collect her stupid charger lol. We both are so worned out. So slept all the way on train on our way home. After reeaching home and i online till 12am and i go boom! -lies on my confortable cuddy bed-

On wednesday, I was sleeping half way.. Helen called up and ask me to go town with her for a lil shopping as she's too bored. So i have to get my lazy butt up to acc her . haaz. We went to Far east plaza and walk after that to Cineleisure. After that we headed back to yishun at ard 10pm. Suddenly, Lili dropped me a msg asking me wanna mahjong? I was so shocked but happy so i joined them -Eric,Cat,Lili- for mahjong. Eric left early as she need to help her family with some stuff so Cat, Lili and me continue with our 3-legged mahjong -.-" Played all the way till 6:30am in the morning den i took train back with Lili.. Now im enjoying rice ball.. haha. Today is the so called dont knw wad festival for the chinese.. For my term is " Rice Ball Fest" LmaO! well now im off to my anime... Bleach here i come~~

2005-12-17T14:49:00.000-08:00

here i come again..

Goood morning everyone =)

Well, Yesterday i met Fenny,Ken,Samson and Helen up for sushi buffet in the afetrnoon at 1pm but me and hong was late for 20mins and poor Ken waited himself at Somerset Mrt for us. But the worst thing is... I tot me and helen were very late but the Stupid Fenny and Samson were even later! They reach at ard 2 15pm? Thats damn it LAte.. idiot lol. Then we had our buffet till 5 30 and Helen left us to meet her friend up for movie and we guys went to Hereen and walk ard... After that ard 7pm we all headed home as i say i am meeting ying and kai. So i head down to woodlands to meet them but they having their Sushi buffet dinner -.-" I fell aslp on my way to woodlands on the train and Samson alight without me noticing. So i feel kinda bad that i didnt say "bye" to him. =/ After i reach i waited for them to finish their sushi. Then we walked around causeway as ying wanna buy a top to go with her shoe. After that we slacked awhile and took 965 home while kai go home with ying. After washing up and changed, i went out to meet them again and we are suppose to go to seletar resivior but we ended up at the park nearby. we played the playground and talked awhile there. After that i went to 7-11 to borrow the toilet there and we bought some snakcs and sat down at a void deck beside. Chill awhile there and we were talking abt the camera outside the life.. After that we are bored of there we walked ard. The lamers -ying and kai- saw the cameras outside the life and they did funny faces to it -.-" And worst thing they did it to every camera that we happen to passby.. So we ended up at plauground again and we found a Hopscotch and we spent almost 2hrs with it... jumping here and there trying to get to the top boxes and to have a house. And i lost the game lol. After playing we are tired and exhausted so we decided to go to 848 and have our breakfast. After eating , ying went home and Kai took a cab and dropped me and headed home. Reached home and watched 10epi of bleach till i finally fell aslp on my comfortable bed. =)

Today, i woke up at atd 6pm and have my dinner and im still very tired. After eating and online for a while and i watching bleach till i fell aslp again till 10pm!! Until bei called me to go over for mahjong, i woke up and wash up den rush over to mahjong. After mahjong we ordered Macdonald's breakfast .. woot~ i had my all time favourite HOTCAKES with SAUSAGE! =D~~ yummy! Slacked over bei's house till 6 30 den i went off. Now my eyes damn pain.. i think im having infected in my eyes and something is growing in there! OMG i dont wanna go blind =( im gonna visit a doctor asap. Hope nthing will happen.

Meeting Helen later at 3pm to collect ehr charger at funan it mall again.. =/

2005-12-15T15:05:00.000-08:00

Im here to blog~~

On tuesday, watched king kong with bei , her parents and Gx they all... The movie was simply nice... A must catch.. 3 hr movie thou' . And i cried =) After movie, we went to 925 and had our supper there den after that ard 2am. i went home.. Watched Bleach and online till 9am den i went to slp.

On wednesday, I went back to Villa Bali to return my stuff and talk to the manager. After that , i accompany helen to Funan IT mall to collect the charger for her Camera. We had dinner at Long john and after that we headed back to Yishun and walk ard northpoint and go home.. Reach home already, showered and changed and ready to go to mahjong.. Played till morning again and reach home at 7am.

On thursday which is so called today. Just reach home from mahjong-ing and today is a damn tiring day.. i barely can get any slp.. =( I was forced to wake up at 10am today to accompany my mummy to bugis with my sisters. And im happy.. We went there to "baibai" at the temple there.. i just love to do that.. lol! Dden we had a long time shopping here and there.. Mummy bought me a dress which costed $69bucks. I love it man.. Thanks mum.. My sisters spent a total of $100++ shopping-ing, buynig clothes and shoes. I guess my mum is in a good mood today =) Den we went to eat " zi char " after all shoppings.. After eating, i went to have my hair cut! It's damn short now and everyone says i look like a butch.. =/ awww... maybe i should be one? hah.. jk.

Looking forward to sushi buffet later with fenny,samson,ken and maybe helen and kim. Hope Helen and Kim will be able to make it.. i miss all of them so muchie. <3

Hope ying wont feel so depress anymore and anything u can just find me.. ill try to make u happy ks?
Bei to be happier and more mahjong sessions with me. Let's Lame tgt =)
And Kai, to get over the someone soon.. u are missed..

Last of all, anyone got girls to intro me? =x

Muackies all .. lotsa love and huggies =D

2005-12-11T14:43:00.000-08:00

First im gonna say!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAI!
I guess this birthday will be a very very memorable one! HAH!

I am gonna blog abt these two days!
It's just simply fun and sweet.. Like we haven't been like this for very long yeah...

ON saturday.. meet up with bei and ying to chill for a while.
We had a nice and lame chat with each other.. Well, thats the way we should be!
We get to know each other better and they are simply too sweet..
We asked each other alot of questions and some lame ones.. And that's how i actually we get to know each better..
Something like? What's our fav' food? What's our fav' fruit? What we hate most and blahh... this goes on... Lol!
It's fun doing this when we got nthing to do yeah?
After that... we walked to bei's house as it's DION's Birthday-10/12!
We reached and sang birthday songs for him.. Just a simple and nice celebration for him but it's simply so tounching dah! May i wish him here ... Hope u will be handsome and young forever. Wishing u all the best in everything. And lastly, for the good health and ur studies.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
After that , we and ying stayed at bei's house to watch Star Awards Repeat as i haven't watch it yet. After the show ends, I headed to ying's house to watch anime- Blood and ying was too tired so i asked her to slp.. I went home at 7am in the morning.. den online... -.-"

On Sunday, I woke up with Helen bombing my phone! She called alot of times and i have a date with her . So i have to slap my lazy butt and wake up to shower. Stupid and forgetful her forgotten to bring her phone! and the worst thing is my line is terminated so it's like im bringing phone for nthing.. It's like 2 lame person going to town without any connections and we felt so bored without it.. We went to town.. Firstly, we go to fareast plaza and helen bought a exqusite belt. I am really damn tired today... We headed to Cineleisure for some walk and then to OG. After that , we took train back and Helen alight at yishun and i went to meet kai at Sembawang.. Damn kai made me wait for 30mins .. After that we headed to yishun and meet ying.. We walk and walk ard Northpoint and Yishun tebt as we can't find anything to do. So we ended uo at funland for a lil bit of leisure. While we was playing photo hunt , a cute and charming lil boy ard the age of 2 came in and join us... He is simply so adorable.. LOL. After that Funland closed and the clock hit 12am.. Me and ying wished him and i give him a lil gift.. It's a lollipop condom.. I don't knw why the hell i bought this for him.. Don't ask me why! Okay.. we then played with the lil boy for 30mins.. Trying hard to entertain him. But we are really fed up with his mother.. She doesn't care abt the kid at all. She was happily smoking and chatting there with friends and letting the boy run around just like without worries.. Doesn't she scared that the boy will be kidnapped by bad people? After that we walked ard 200+ and we stopped at a playground. Actually wanted to play there abt a drunkard black man came over and ask for cigg.. He is damn funny! I told him that today is Kai's birthday and we came over and shake hand with kai wishing him happy birthday and asked him to go for a drink - beer? Alcohol? or Coke! LMAO! so damn funny lahs! Kai was so afraid... After that the black man spoil our mood so we went off. Then ying was in need of toilet so we headed to my house and slacked a bit.. After that we went off again.. We went to 925 to eat and chat.. Just like what me , bei and ying were doing the day before.. We started asking each other questions but it's a bit m18 kinda thou'.
I am Forced to kiss kai!! OMFG!! We lighted a cigg and sticked it on a lil candy with ying's saliva and we sang birthday song to kai.. A group of indian guys heard we are singing birthday songs came and say happy birthday to kai! LOL.. So many strangers actually get to know kai's birthday is today. The day was fun anyway.. After that , ying took a cab home and i sent kai back to his house by WALKING! My legs are breaking like hell man. Ard 6am, i took the first second bus home. Now im hone and i can't get to slp... =(

What i want to say...

To: Weiyan
Don't waste your time on me.. Seriously it isn't worth. I would like u to be happy and we can be good friends.. I want u to be urself and not to change cause of anything. I am not the kind for you.. I ain't a good girl. Think about it. Don't wait anymore.. Go ahead with ur life. There's lots of girls outside who are really better than me. Sorry.

I feel so bastard today.. Why am i this way? I haven't drop my tears for like 3weeks and i cried today. for what shyt now? I don't knw what im thinking .. what im doing thou' .
Sorry to spoilt ur day kai but i hope u can cheer up and live ur life happily. Don't think so much le ok? Hope u will find ur true love soon =)

thanks friend who had been always by my side and nice having u guys back and close to me.. it really warm my heart. Love ya always !

going on gaming - survival project! Miss my gaming mates =)

2005-12-09T15:12:00.000-08:00

i edited my blogskin...... woot~ although nt very nice but i gonna re-do it soon..

Just came back from breakfast after mahjong at don's house.

pame is lame! LOL =x but she's nice lah..

I seriously need a part-time job.. and less mahjong but i simply addicted to it!! omg! i want mahjong!

yesterday -i mean friday- went out with ying and kai for a small celebrate for kaikai as his birthday is coming soon..
We actually decided to go k-box but in the end we changed our plans.. too bad bei can't join us as she got to prepare for her sister coming wedding on this sunday.
So Ying, kai and me meet up and went to bishan to have pasta mania. Me and ying treated him as a part of the present. So long didn't meet kai up also lol.. nice seeing him dah.. after that we went to j8 for a lil walk and after that we walked to amk for arcade.. we played ddr, para para and daytona - forgotten how to spell it =x- . Daytona was really fun we played like serveral times.. racing around with pple and kai was damn evil was scolding the young lady for being unhappy abt the lost. After that we went drnking and stuff.. Drink, smoke, eat and chat.. Thou' it was a bt boring but still fun.. haha.. after that Weide came to fetch ying back to his house and I sent kai to Sembawang as i got nthing to do and was waiting for mahjong session.. I went to bei's house after that and Don, Bei , Pame and i headed to Don's house for mahjong... Damn funny.. we was banned to play mahjong by bei's mummy so we went to don's house instead.. lmaO! Can't live without mahjong man! after mahjong till 5.30am , we went to 925 for breakfast after that i headed home =)

Really miss those friends that i haven't met for sometimes or even a few days..
(LiLi, Eric, Cat, Mabel, Fenny, Ken, Samson, Karen and lots more.. Lazy to state all out)

Lastly, I simply love Bei LOL! She's crap!

2005-12-07T16:26:00.000-08:00

Just came back from Mahjong session at bei's house again... had breakfast with bei and don at the coffee shop near her place. And reminds me of somethnig about the "tehbing" thingy which i dont wanna say.. Wanna know what's so funny abt it? just read bei's bloggie. LOL.

Today was at home till 9pm and i met Justin up for movie -Zathura- The show wasn't as nice as i though but overall it's okay.. After the movie, we went home 'cause i was too tired or i am having mood swings. I went out at 1am and headed to bei's house for mahjong. woot~ played fast as pame was tired cause she only slept for 4hrs and she had to wake up for sch and come for mahjong session. poor girl... we ended the mahjong session fast and pame went home after that and i stayed at bei's place till 6.30am and we went for breakfast. not much happened today too..

Currently, im hoping for a packet of Marlboro Menthol to drop in front of me... Really! im craving =(

Im thinking of her again... im dreaming of her.. I want her so badly but i can't. I want her to be happy and i think she is. All i can do is to pray for u day and night. Hoping everything would be fine for u and everyday is a smooth day..

``Numa numa numa eh... mia-i hu... mia-i hee...Mia-i hiii... Mia-i ha-ha.. xD

2005-12-06T01:33:00.000-08:00

Mah Jong Craze now! wooo~

Friday, Feeling weak dahz.
i forgotten wad i did on this day.. but i remember later at night i had mahjong session with bei and ying and chat all the way till morning 7am.. Hardcore man!

Saturday, i was so sick..
Thanks to bei to bring me to the doctor and ying.
I have to take so many medicines! =(
Doctor ask me to stop smoking for the time being. so i did..
After that i went to have my dinner with ying and bei..
so sad i only can eat porridge.. so i ordered fish porridge and ate my medicines after that..
Den we went to pasamalam walk walk, ying bought a pajamas.
After that i waited for my mummy and parted with bei and ying..
Having Mah Jong session later at bei's house.. woo~ all the way till morning lol.
I left bei's house ard 730am and rch hm at 8am.. den online...

Sunday, staying at home is like making myself more sick so i intend to go out..
Sms-ed Fenny, Ken , Sam , Helen for movie-chicken lil-
But Sam is sick so i asked him to rest at home. Helen isn't free as she's meeting with her friends.
And oh ya last minutes i sms-ed Justin for movie. So Fenny, Ken, Justin and me meet up at cineleisure cheers. I went to buy the tickets for the shw at 9.30pm and we went burger king for dinner..
CHICKEN LITTLE is so cute lah! sooooooo cuteee... and i mean really cute -.-
After movie den we loiter at cine awhile den me and justin took train home.. whereas fenny took cab to find her friend and ken headed home taknig a bus.

Monday which is yesterday, went out with helen.. We headed to Bugis at first cause she wanna change her levi's jeans so we went there den after chnaging we took train to city hall and went to suntec. Helen wanna find a shoe shop at there cause she saw a shoe she like from there. so we went searching for it.. End up we found the shoe but she didnt purchase it -.- Anyway, Suntec was flooded on that day.. After that we went to Marina square for a little window shopping.. both of us didnt get to buy anything on that day.. kinda boring so around 8pm we headed back home.
After i reach home and change, i meet up with Justin and we caught SPL. it is a m18 show ok? lol and i manage to get in =) the show was not bad.. action pac and bloody.. cause there's always sound of the blood zooing out and u will see pails of blood there... After the movie , i took a bus and head to Bei's house for mahjong... woo~ another day of mahjong. Had mahjnog with GX,Pame and bei.. Den all the way till morning and i went home at 7am..

woke up at 3pm and had kfc as my lunch.. im now damn bored.. ANyone ask me out pls? ;(

2005-12-01T11:01:00.000-08:00

yawns.. i think i gonna get scolding from all the managers...
how bad can i go? i didnt attend work for like 3 days?

i am really ill and tired.
My bones seem like breaking and i am having a fever..
I look really pale and my heart just stopped beating for a moment..
Maybe... i smoked too much.

Well, wanted to blog for the 4 days in chalet.. but i dont think i need to. lol
Wanna knw wad happen? Just refer to Bei's blog or Sheryl's blog..
It's fun there.. haha.

Anyway, take care my friends. It's easy to fall sick now with this kind of weather.
Just remember to get enough slp and dont overwork urself.. Relax and play well.
Drink lotsa water and cover blanket to slp.. -think of me- haha..
Love you all lots.

Lastly, i went to sign up for beautiful people but most probably i won't manage to get in. =(

2005-11-27T23:58:00.000-08:00

BOO!

CLARA CHAN aka BEI~

HAPPY "BIRD"DAY
TO MY SWEETEST BUDDY and that's u!

well, u must have think that i forgotten ur birthday yea?
'cause i didnt send u a birthday sms! hahaa
BUT .. i didnt! i just wanna leave u a msg in my blog and i wanna be the last one to wish u on 11.59pm here!
woo~ Finally, u are 17th..
Have to take really good care of urself k?
I don't wanna see my pretty budd to fall sick esp it's ard ur birthday.. that isn't good.

**now here i go singing out my awful voice to u..

"Happie happie happie birthday birthday!
happie happie happie birthday to u.
Happie happie happie happie happie birthday to bei..
and a happie birthday to u!"

my own created birthday song just for u..
If got chance i will sing it to u k? xD
Takie care freniz.. *Muackss!* <3

2005-11-25T13:21:00.001-08:00

well, working is really damn tiring.. esp as a waitress.
Like what i say i never been as a waitress before and plus im slow, stm and clumsy.
My memory just isn't that good and for those who knw me well , i ain't good at talking.
So it's like a hell to me to work as a waitress.
First day at work on wednesday, everything is so fine just that i spilt a jug of beer and a cup of plain water.. Luckily the customers are good and friendly.
Working under there is quite pressurized. You need to have a great brain and a pair of fast working hands.
There's lots of things u need to remember, by just looking at it.. there's 4 freaking menus!

Thursday, i didnt work and i had my slp till 6pm in the evening. After that went to northpoint to walk ard with my mummy and sisters and rushed home to catch 9pm show.

and Today... it's friday and it's my second day at work.
I really hate working there but i am tolerating.
I was scolded in front of everyone for saying something unclearly.
Like........

me : "ice pls!" said to the bar
manager : "what ice?"
me : "ice! "bing" in chinese.
manager : "what?
me : " ice lo, ice... "
manager : "WHAT ICE? a bucket or a cup? clumsy freaking fellow! " shouted irritated at me.
me : " bucket " said softly.

seriously i really feel like giving him a tight slap! hello sir, im new ok? can't u just talk properly? well, i dont care u are manager or what. I Just hate u from nw onwards. Nowonder everyone was like saying dont make Bernard angry. He's real fierce. Damn bloodly hell. Whatever shyt. enough of this, think of it will feel like slapping pple. lmao! i dropped a glass today =(

I was told to leave early at work today -11pm cause there's too much crew. ok well.
I went home and reached ard 1am and waited for my cousin, Chuanxi to fetch me with his cool bikey to supper and drinks.
We chatted all the way to 3am and packed food for my sister. Rode his bike home.. so "shiok" but not fast enough.. hahaha. wel im worn out. need to replenish my slp. nights freniz! -muacks-

2005-11-22T14:13:00.000-08:00

ok well, stop complaining that my blog is dead =(
here i come ok?
cause i am very into online shopping nowadays and im lazy to update! lol

Last friday , i met Samson, Ken, Ken's girl, Helen, Fenny and Fenny's fren, Justine out for sushi buffet! It's kinda waste of money that day cause fenny, justine and samson didn't eat much yea. Helen , Ken and me was like eat and eat and eat. First day meeting Ken's girl,Jessie and Justine. Both of them are nice and socialise, thou i dont knw them well but we can actually talk =) Maybe im too friendly hahaha.. Well these two sweet girls is nice and fun-loving, both are skinny =p
Jessie is more on a mature pretty sweet kinda and Justine is Cute sweet lil girl. Thou' i dont knw them well but i hope that Jessie and ken will blossom =) and for Justine , all i have to say is study hard and play hard. You are the sweet lil cutie pie in my eyes. After the sushi buffet we went to Far east plaza for some shopping. None of us actually shopped other than Helen! She's always shopping away -.- Helen.. cut down on ur shopping k? it's for ya own good. After that Justine went home and we went to Cine for pool. Sam's girl, Xinhui joined us and played for about 1hr den Fenny headed to meet her fren up. We then go to catch My harry Potter movie! It's a nice movie but quite disappointing cause it's nt very detailed.. still nice anyway.. after the movie we all went separate ways. Helen and me went for supper , we ordered satay and rojak. The food there is awful and expensive =/ After supper , we headed to take Nr1 back home. reached home around 5am in the morning.

On Saturday, i was home the whole day quite boring .. around 11pm, my beloved cousin, ChuanXi asked me out for supper so i went out to meet him. He came and fetch me with his cool bike, had so much fun riding on the bike lol. thanks for the supper ! and i went online shopping till the morning..

On Sunday, i went out with my two lil sisters to Causeway for dinner and catch bears agn but i still cant get any =( After that we headed back to yishun and meet Mum home. I was told that i will be starting work on wednesday and not monday.

On monday, i was at home the whole entire day.. boredom.. -online shopping-ing- =)

And today.. i had my last paper Science MCQ! To my horror, i forgotten to bring my Pencil case , Entry proof and Calculater to the exam hall!!! So i end up borrowing a pencil from one of the candidates and i told the teacher in charge that i forgotten abt my entry proof but luckily, i can still take the exam.. After exam, i went down to bugis to meet Justin and shopped for a while den we headed down to town to get movie tickets, Tom Yum Goong - it's a damn nice show, a must to catch it ! -While waiting for the movie at 9.40pm. We went to Far East for a lil shop and i bought a T-shirt den after that we went paragon as Justine wanna look for his Jacket, saw fairuz and guys there.. den we headed to movie and after that we took the last train home.
I'll be working tml guys.. im excited and fear cause i nv been working as a waitress before and i guess i will be damn clumsy....... well, i m going off to bed now.. take care friends... anyway, i want to Mah Jong! bei, heard it? =x

this is to ying and bei... take care buddies, u both fell sick and me too .. the weather is really bad nowadays , do cover up urself warm enough and slp well.. love ya always. <3

--- im off to bed .. swet drms! =)

2005-11-17T10:03:00.000-08:00

Grrrrrrr............. im damn angry/happy... my BEARS!..

ytd was a fun but angry day. i spent ard 40bucks on arcade just to catch the bear from the machine. But i failed to catch any. Firstly i was at causeway point's timezone. There's a huge Pooh bear catching machine which seems so attractive to all players. Everyone was like toppping up their cards and kept playing just to catch the pooh or mickey. I think the attractive part is when u caught 2 of them u are able to exchange the 2feet winne e pooh for a 4feet one which is so big! per game is just 2bucks. i try and try and try. after wasting ard 26bucks on it i took train back to yishun. Helen came and meet me and i went mad and wanting to play arcade bear catching agn! so we went up to yishun's timezone and see whether there's any bear catching machine. Unfortunately , there's small bears catching machine.. so i top up with 10bucks first and i still can't get any of the bears, followed by another 10... after screamings and yellings i finally caught a small winnie the pooh bear. -.-"
i am damn elated eventhough i wasted like so much money for a lil pooh. I really had fun and i never had so much fun for so long.. =) shaa lalala...

ok let's talk abt today.. woke up at 11am and prepare to go for lunch with my mum and sisters. We planned to have Newyork pizza since monday so we went and had it as our lunch.. It's really worth having Newyork pizza. The pizza is huge and its only $5.90 and it's tasty. After having my lunch i have to rush to take my Poa paper 1 at 2pm. So i took a cab down and it cost me 4bucks. Den after exams at 3pm i went to Junction 8 to find my mum and my sisters walked around and bought some finger food but didnt buy any clothes. I left at 4:45pm and went to Town-Far east plaza and wait for Kai. After he arrived , we Just walk and shop around.. helping kaikai to find those jeans that he wanna buy and jacket and he help me to find ring and tops. I look for a ring for so long already and i haven't got one. So guys if u see any nice rings let me knw k? Just leave me a msg telling me where is it and the rough pattern.. After walking ard in Far east plaza , we went to the shopping place beside Lido and kai bought a ripcurl jacket for $105. It's nice and unique. We went over to Cineleisure for Dinner and After that ard 9:30pm we went to hereen and im suppose to meet eric up and pass her $15 bucks. So i met her and passed her, had a lil bit of chat, Statyed on for around 10mins and kai and me headed back to our home sweet home.. Now my both legs like breaking apart lol. I need someone to massage for me! =( Somehow i think i'll be doom later for the History paper.. I havent even touch a single tiny lil page on history yet..

I'll be working on monday.. hurrayx3 for me =)

Well, it's time for bed...
good nights guys and sweet dreams =)

2005-11-16T10:42:00.000-08:00

Came across this song that i used to love last time and thought about it.
It's something that im feeling right now.. =)

An empty street, an empty house
A HOLE inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)

And OH my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

Chorus:
SO I SAY A LITTLE PRAYER,
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, TO SEE YOU ONCE AGAIN..MY LOVE
OVER SEAS AND coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green, TO SEE YOU ONCE AGAIN...MY LOVE.

I try to read, I GO TO work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking. (oh no)
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)

And OH my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

SO I SAY A LITTLE PRAYER,
And hope my dreams will take ME there
Where the skies are blue,TO SEE YOU ONCE AGAIN...MY LOVE
OVER SEAS AND coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green, TO SEE YOU ONCE AGAIN....

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of

Reaching for the love that seems so far

SO I SAY A LITTLE PRAYER
And hope my dreams will take ME there
Where the skies are blue, TO SEE YOU ONCE AGAIN...MY LOVE
OVER SEAS AND coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green, TO SEE YOU ONCE AGAIN... MY LOVE.

Say A LITTLE prayer (my sweet love)
Dreams will take ME there
Where the skies are blue (woah yeah), TO SEE YOU ONCE AGAIN. (oh my love)
OVER SEAS AND coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green, TO SEE YOU ONCE AGAIN.... My Love.

Westlife - My love.

2005-11-15T12:51:00.000-08:00

Life goes on..
Nothing much happened today.
Woke up at 5pm and had my lunch.
watched tv till 7plus and went to northpoint for a lil walk with my sisters.
Had my dinner and desserts in the foodcourt.
meet my mum at the mrt and went to ntuc and bought some food home.
That's all.. bored lol.

I want you back now that you're gone.
My heart's a pit no love can fill.
I stumble through my days of stone
Bereft of joy, bereft of will.
I could not tell myself I loved
You as I did for fear of pain.
Far easier not to be moved,
Than moved to love, and hurt again.
How stupid! I loved anyway,
And now the blame is all my own.
Please rescue me, this torture stay,
And for my sin I will atone.

2005-11-14T09:23:00.000-08:00

Nothing much happened today.. woke up at 2pm and started preparing for my job interview at 5pm. It's somewhere at Harbour front.

Met Kim up and he brought me to the place, Vila Bali.

The working environment is nice and relaxing with a lil frangance smell and it's an antique place.

A place with paintings and full of art, somewhere that i feel so great.

After the interview, i went back down to yishun and meet my Helen at 7 15pm

We went down to FarEast Plaza for a short shopping as we only left with lil time to shop around. Helen did some shopping, she got herself a jeans and a pair of heels.

A cardigan and a belt caught her eyes too . It's nice and unique but i think it's too expensive so i asked her not to get it as she already spent alot.

All the shops are preparing to close so we left and headed back to yishun.

She went home while i waited for my Mum to end work at Yishun mrt.

After meeting her , we went to ntuc and headed home after buying some food.

2005-11-13T14:29:00.000-08:00

Everything came to an end..
This is the decision.. we are back to friends.
At least , im glad..
She'll be happy and i am too.
Just want u to remember. i'll alwas be there for u.
Whenever u feel down or there's difficulties or what.. im just a msg away.
Hope u could get away all ur troubles and porblems soon and be a happier one.
Most importantly , be happy =)

2005-11-13T07:21:00.000-08:00

Today is Samson's birthday, here by i wish you...

HAPPY 16th
BIRTHDAY..

Sam.. from the first day i saw u.
Thou' i dont knw u that well at that time, u jus seems..
..like a lil boy with no worries.
You tend to laugh and jokes and u are someone that can bring entertainment to everyone.
You are a nice friend to be with..
After almost 3yrs of knowing u..
You grown up and u are 16 now!
You are able to walk into Nc16 movies without smuggling. =x
Your mind gets complicated at times somehow.
Having lots of problems
but remembering..
No matter what there are friends out there just to b there for u.
And im an example =)
But you are still young to me la huh.. lol
thou' u may seems bigger size than me or just younger by one.
to me u are still young in my heart =/
Well all the craps aside..
Wishing u all the best in everything that u do.
Best wishes for ur O's and blossom in ur love life.
Last of all, Remember there is someone like me. =p

Today is a tiring day, meet up Kai at yishun to go to Bugis for some shopping.
After walking for sometime in Bugis junction, Fenny joined us.
She was looking for a Plain tube for her friend and asking me where got sell.
She did lotsa shopping herself -.- like some rich kid lol
Kai and i walked up and down, in and out.. looking for clothes that we like, but none was found.
After that i saw a jeans and tried it on..
Find it nice so i bought it..
We went Burger King for dinner and i had my favourite BBQ turkey bacon cheeseburger meal.
And Fenny had her favourite Bk chicken sandwich with cheese meal and Kai enjoys his Deluxe Lamb Meal.. we had a lil more shopping at Bugis village after dinner..
Kai was so poor thing.. He can't find the jeans that he likes.
Even he found there's no size and end up he bought nthing.
Fenny bought quite a number of clothes but i can't recall what did she bought.
After that Fenny took a bus home while me and kai walked to Mrt.
We chatted quite alot on our way home.. about things happens before.
enjoyed talking to him and stuff.. plus with his craps..
The day ended this way..

Flipped my phone more than 100times today as i can say..
Why did i do this?
Nah, im just waiting for a phone call or sms from someone important.
But my phone doesn't rings..
I am actually worried .. so much..
or just missing you.
Seriously, what's our relationship now?
I just need an answer from you.. What do u intend to u?
All the decision is up to u.
If you are happy, i will accept anything..
All i want is you to be happy..and as happy as u can.

After i met you, i learnt how to treasure everyone around me.
My friends and my families..
I have changed.. and truthfully speaking, i have changed to a better one.
I learnt to love my friends and families more.
Showing care and concern and be there for them.
And i want everyone to be happy...
I may be not like myself, but i know that at least i changed to make my life go on.

I love my Family,
I love my friends and lastly..
I love you.

2005-11-12T09:43:00.000-08:00

-Screams , yells and wails-

``__save meeeeeeeee! ="(

Slept at 8am in the morning ytd and woke up at 2pm.

After waking up and preparation, i went over to mabel's house to help out.

Prepared things and food for the coming bbq later in the evening.

After that we took uncle's van to east coast for the bbq.

Eric and Fiona took almost 2 hrs to set up the fire. Lol

and making Mabel , Lili and i to starve there but...

fortunately, there's some cook food. Uncle's culinary skills is damn nice.

We smell the aroma of the food from mable's hse till the pit. >.>

-drooling and cant wait to have it-

we left the pit at ard 12 30am.

Uncle sent each of us back to home. so nice of him..

now here comes the bad things..

Today is a strange and sad day for me.

Truly speaking i didnt enjoy myself.

My mind is in a mess and i kept thinking of stuff.

Didn't even talk much to baby today..

Just seems like there's a wall in between of us.

We just can't seems to get close.

Trying to sort up my thoughts, i actually bursted out into tears.

why am i this way? i dont understand.

I really need someone there for me..

I need a hug, i want to be doted .

I need a shoulder but im all alone.

I wanna be fine but i just can't.

Drank few bottles of heniken just now..

Felt better and cry out my heart.

But deep inside im feeling bitter.

i ain't drank at all, not even getting dizzy,

Just feels that no matter how much i drink today..

i can't get drunk...

My heart is like in pieces and i can't get in back in a whole.

I don't knw what im doing and what i should really do?

Please, someone pls... lead me.

Give me a vivid answer of what i should do.. lead me..

-swings the white flag-

i surrender to my life.

Yes, im implusive..

But all that shouldn't been done was done..

what can i do... what can i do?!

im confused, im frustrated, im in dilemma..

Why am i always causing problems for no reasons.

Pls wake up, Qini!

wake up... know where u are .. where u are leading to..

THINK before u do.

Just like what pple say..

i used to go with my heart and not with my brain..

Think before u get into conclusion.

Whatever.. i feel weak now.

2005-11-11T10:13:00.000-08:00

i am back to blog agn.

Met ying first and went to foodcourt to sit and meanwhile we have lil bites, after that kai arrived.

didn't meet kai up for quite long. He became more good-looking le la. lol

We sat there and watch anime on kai's lappy.

we watched 2 anime.

1st one is a Hentai anime "La Blue Girl" which is damn funny!

The way the girl moans... is.....terrible.

2nd one that we watched is about some angels. It's nice but lame.

Just like a touching love story but i pity sakura-chan in the anime.

'cause whenever Dokuro-chan gets angry or excited she tends to hit sakura to death. -violent-

And after that she will chants and heal him back which is kinda stupid lol.

After all the animes, we went to have our dinner.

We ate teppanyaki, nice but nt up to standard. =/

We went to Macdonalds and wait for bei .

We slacked and chit-chatted for awhile.

After that i went home.

Reach home alrdy and started watching my "wang zi bian qing wa" left 2episode to last.

It was so touching and i teared. -got scolded by my mom thou'-

-not feeling well... ciaoz

2005-11-10T23:37:00.000-08:00

HappY
Belated
22th
Birthday to Mabeline!
*best wishes and enjoy!
*play hard tml at the bbq
*may all ur wishes come true
*Wishing u happiness and good health,
*Take care =)

Yesterday, baby told me things.
She spoke out her heart telling me things that i wanted to know.
I listened to her soundly and yeah she likes me.
I truly understand how u feel my dear.
I shouldn't have agreed.
We are jus too implusive.
I want u to be happy and nt for me to keep causing troubles for u.
Like what i said i am falling in love with you.
I really hate myself this time. -hate myself to e core-
im sorry.
I just hope that everything will be smooth for us soon.

Sorry baby.. im not good at speaking.
The only way to express my feelings is to blog or by letter.
everytime i speak to u seems like all my worries are gone.

-got to rush to meet ying ~
be back later =)

2005-11-10T01:48:00.000-08:00

Roarrr..

what's with me?
im having insomnia and nightmares here and there.

pls? can't i have a nice slp?

woke up at 3pm and had duck porridge for lunch.
Mom packed it for me and my sister,qiqi.
Today is a weird day as i can say.
After having my lunch and stuff.
I sweep and mop the floor. damn tiring lol.
I find myself actually so obedient today and i am happy after helping my mum out.
-a sense of satisfaction-
After helping out , i phoned my baby...wanted to call for since i woke up but i can't get the chance to.
Hope baby won't mind cause i said im calling u once im awake but i didn't ="(
Anyways, baby is acting weird on phone.
As in, something bad she's going to say to me.
So i went to shower and asked her to call me back in 15mins
*but my phone haven't ring yet.
im still waiting for her call.

baby.. i can see that u are under alot of pressure.
I really hope that u would be happy with me.
I know you are encountering lots of problems.
but i can't help much.
I just wanna treat u as good as possible, as sweet as i can be.
I am pressurize too, seriously im really sad to see u this way.
I am thinking thru' alot and still i don't know what i should do.
Maybe the love isn't strong yet.
I think of u and i think of friends,
I just wanna hear from u.. What are u actually thinking or what u are planning to do?
I want to know how u feel abt this relationship that we are having.
It's weird to be like this. I wanna it to be sweet..

do u really love me? or maybe it's just a passing feeling...

-off to tv* ciaoz~

2005-11-09T12:52:00.000-08:00

Finally, my blog is done.
Sorry to my friends out there who have been rushing me for making a brand new blog.
Now here it is!
I am back to blogger.
Ain't you guys happy for me? =)
Well well , its already 4.55am now.
I am extremely exhuasted and i took 6 freaking hrs to complete this simple blog.
Attempts and attempts.. i just kept getting this blog screwed up.
But finally, i did it at last.
And guys.. strat flooding my tagboard now! xD

Think about it...

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love love somebody else.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendships never ends. Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars... you don't always see them there. Don't frown; you never know who is falling in love with ur smile.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Everything is okay in the end.
If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

im off to bed..
-sign off xue`-

2005-11-09T12:08:00.000-08:00

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